{"id":347,"date":"2011-05-18T10:42:47","date_gmt":"2011-05-18T14:42:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/?p=347"},"modified":"2011-10-04T10:43:22","modified_gmt":"2011-10-04T14:43:22","slug":"its-not-you-its-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/?p=347","title":{"rendered":"It&#8217;s Not You; It&#8217;s Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I took calculus in high school, it was with a poor teacher.  She took questions as threats, perhaps because she wasn&#8217;t quite firm on the material herself\u00e2\u20ac\u201dI&#8217;m told she flunked calc at ECC.  I learned straight from the textbook.  Fortunately I could.  Still, on the first test I scored only a B.  Three other students got D&#8217;s.  The rest failed.  Results like that are not a failure on the students&#8217; part; it&#8217;s a failure on the teacher&#8217;s.<\/p>\n<p>I bring this up because my students performed quite badly on these first homework assignments in probability, in a way that indicates the problem lies with me.  That&#8217;s not as hard to take as the bored stares or, worse, bored lack of eye contact, but it&#8217;s still hard.  So I have work to do.  I have to rack my brains for a new approach.  I have to backtrack and handle this twice, as the semester clock ticks away.  And I&#8217;ll have to start with an admission that I&#8217;m the weak link here.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe that admission will help with bonding; the kids have reacted well in the past to an admission that I&#8217;m under scrutiny, just as worried as they are.  A novice teacher&#8217;s grace period doesn&#8217;t last forever, but it can motivate students.  Regardless of whether I can exploit that bit of psychology, however, it&#8217;s important to reassure the kids that the trouble they&#8217;re having doesn&#8217;t lie in themselves.  I&#8217;d rather have them lose confidence in me than in their own ability to do math.  And my ego be damned.<\/p>\n<p>So I guess I learned something from my high school calc teacher after all.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I took calculus in high school, it was with a poor teacher. She took questions as threats, perhaps because she wasn&#8217;t quite firm on the material herself\u00e2\u20ac\u201dI&#8217;m told she flunked calc at ECC. I learned straight from the textbook. Fortunately I could. Still, on the first test I scored only a B. Three other [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-347","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-teaching"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/347","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=347"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/347\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=347"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=347"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mdlake.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=347"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}